Reminder !!!

A reminder ....i haven't forgotten you ....I will see you around.

Love you Smitssy ;)

Just Happy !!!

Things have not changed drastically between the last post of Awiyeen happy to Just Happy...
The phase of happiness is constant and I am wishing that to myself for the rest of my Life.
I am reading a book and I don't care if it is philosophy for anyone...This could be an influence for a while...but it keeps me happy and this is what everyone is living for.

This is hard work...How? For What? ...Being Just Happy :)
For the last 20 Years I have been underestimating and putting myself down on every occasion...to change that thought process is hard work.
We are made by our thoughts and I believe one can choose to be Happy...
I am working towards it.
I deserve to be happy.

I got a new skirt...I am happy.
I got a new phone... I am happy.
I made a new friend...I am happy.
I shared my feelings with friends and got to know..a lot of them feel exactly the same.I am happy to know to that.
I am happy...that I am happy.
One of my best friend Sweety got married last week...I am happy for her.
My Sister lost weight and she looks ravishing in her new short dress...I am happy for her.
My Niece Sania scored grade A in her report card…I am happy for her.
My Friend Tejas got a new job in India ...I am happy for him.
Anup has a wonderful loving wife... I am happy for him.
Saurabh..eehhh not sure what he has...but he has me as his friend…I am happy for him.
Neo will be celebrating his second birthday on 15th April...Happy Birthday to him.

Does it take too much to be happy… I counted the things I have and that made me happy.
Cheers to Celebration of Happiness...

Happy donno why !!! Awiyeen :P

I am happy ...and I don't know why...but I am Happy.
I guess …as I mentioned in my last post...sometimes the feeling of let go.
I mean the stress of life...Thinking about the GOOD ...Makes you HAPPY.

Nothing has changed ...but things have changed...I feel Happy now....may be for the moment.

I am a kind of person …who would even stress if a glass of water is spilled...I think way to much unnecessarily...BTW that is the way my mother is...so I can’t help.

I think way ….way too much on all the small things of life... and hurt myself...I know it isn’t anyone's fault...par kya kareeh ...I can’t put myself before you loved ones.

Yeahhh ...so I am in a good mood…not that I am not thinking about them....but i am thinking for myself too.

I got a new phone ....Samsung Corby ...I am in love with it. :)

In the coming week ...I get to meet two of my very good friends who have been away for a long time now....I have realized ...that sharing does not hurt...In fact …we feel much ..much better by talking to people....
Looking forward to see these lovely people in my life.

To All My Friends....I don't know where life takes us ...but u made a huge difference and my life is better ...All because of you.

If you love something, set it free...........

If you love something...set it free. If it comes back to you...it's yours...If it doesn't, it never was. Cliche I know...

We do not possess anything in this world...least of all other people...We only imagine that we do...Our friends, our lovers, our parents, our spouses, even our children are not ours....they belong only to themselves.
Being Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect.

Let it go.... and remember ...They love you and you love them ....Move on... We all are trapped in between our flaws.

"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up.
...It simply means accepting that some things weren't meant to be "

Be happy ...you are blessed ...you had these people in your life ...who loved you ..who love you.

Happy Gudi Padwa!!!

Gudi Padwa is celebrated on the first day of the Chaitra month…and is celebrated as New Year's Day by Maharashtrians. On Gudhi Padwa…you will find Gudi hanging out of window.Gudi represent’s Rama’s victory and happiness over Ravan. Since a symbol of victory is always held high…so is the Gudi (flag).

Happy New Year to Everyone :))

Happiness and success is all about appreciating the small things that happen in your world!

Time to celebrate New Year and New Car...Yes, we got a new car today...Ritz. Honestly I really don’t care about cars...Unless and until it’s a Porsche or Merc ...What is the point in thinking so much about these cars …all small cars look similar.

I am happy we have a small car...With my brother being over possessive of his Skoda Octavia...I never stood a chance...I have no issues driving any car.
Coming to cars and women...they are often termed as bad drivers...But who cares let all the men in the world come under my car...But I will drive.

Besides that...the day was usual.

We are often asked, what makes you happy...and...I thought and thought...but... there was no answer. I am puzzled with such questions...Three things you love the most...Three things you hate the most...I am never able to answer such questions.

Two things I love doing and miss doing...which I have not done for years and years now...I love going for a long drive in the night...Walking towards the ice cream parlor and have your favorite ice-cream late after your dinner.

Hmm Never mind...my day ends with Black Current ice-cream….yummy.

Nite Nite.

I am still learning to write...Day 2 !!!

Yaaaa I am writing my second post…and yes it is meaningless again.

When we not sleepy, people generally recommend reading something …you start reading and by the time you are at the end of the first page….you sleepy. That is exactly what is happening to me right now.

Okaay …So today’s day.

I am so glad that the Season3 of Indian Premier League has started…two matches a day …it is quite an entertainment….you might have realized by now …yes I am a cricket fan too…and BTW…I also watch 5 days of Test Cricket.

Summer is here and the inflation rates getting higher day by day…electricity bills are going for a toss…. Air conditioners are still a No at my place…I tried coaxing my parents …but no luck…Next plan of action…Emotional drama.

I met one of my really good friends over coffee today…I have a handful of good friends …and these four count the most….Anjali and Sweety from College …Saurabh and Anup from work. I know these guys for really long time now. They mean a lot to me. Love you guys *hugs*

*Winks* I even checked a new marriage profile today…Seems Good. Baki Jaise Aage Uppar Wala Chahe…hehe.

Woahhh I even did my eyebrows today …the reason I mention it… Because I hate self sponsored torture….What the hell …you pay for your own pain.

Alriteee …done for the day.

Good Night and Sweet Dreams.

My First Post

It took me more than six months to write my first post.
One of my very good friends insisted, convinced and encouraged me to write a blog, but I never did.
I don’t know what to write, I am updating my current state or situation where I stand in life.

I am 26 years old, Single and have tried and thought of going back to work a hundred times in the last two years.
I am waiting for my parents to select a perfect suitable boy and get married on any day they suggest and also hope for a fairytale life.
I get up at 10 am in the morning…Switch on my laptop...Check Face book...Sneak into some profiles...Log on to Gmail invisible...See all my friends online and logout...Read Newspaper...Watch television...Have Lunch...Watch Television...Sleep...Sometimes read some book...Have Tea..Waste the evening...Talk to some friends on the phone...Spend some time with my four year old niece...Talk to my sister and nephew online on Skype in the US...Have Dinner...Chat with a few friends online...Watch Television and Sleep.
This is my routine 350 days...15 days are sometimes really different from this.

I am doing Masters in sociology...I really don’t know again…why I am doing it... anyways...I have cleared three semesters and one to go in the month of May.
I don’t have any ambition in life…but to just live life is my objective. I guess the reason for me not writing a blog could surely be this.
Hmm I am also very sure that there are many people like me...who would be in the same situation...The reason I think this, is to make myself happy.

I also plan to scribble everyday on this blog..Hoping to keep the promise to myself.
After I am done with writing this post...I have realized it sucks…but who cares.
See you tomorrow.